I feel quite stuck in life right now. I feel like all the visions I had for my blog, my career, my health, and other parts of my life aren’t coming to fruition. I’ve lost my purpose for doing all these things and I’m not seeing any visible results. It’s quite discouraging. I am not exactly in the giving up mood but I’m also not in the mood to work on my goals despite my self talk of making use of every minute I have outside of work to develop myself. I’m questioning my intentions. Why am I doing these things?
I’m also feeling quite stuck in my career. Even though I recently switched over to being a software engineer (you can read about it here), I had this feeling over the last couple of days that I was sort of at a pit stop. I wasn’t sure what direction I wanted to head. Nothing felt interesting. All the inspiration I initially had when switching my career wasn’t there anymore. I don’t know if it’s because I’m realizing the truth about working as a software engineer or it’s just a dry season in my life. Almost doubtful as to whether or not I made the right choice.
Anyways, I wrote this just to share. Feeling stuck in life sure sucks. Maybe it’s an indication that something needs to change. I’m not too sure but it felt more appropriate to share than writing about my recent chess tournament.
